Sunshine of Our Lives

This morning I was up at 3am. Mind racing and tears in my eyes. I laid there for two hours with the same depressing thoughts that have plagued my mind for weeks. It’s been a rough few weeks mentally to be honest. Very dark thoughts and a heart so full of sadness I’m sure it…

The Tie That Binds

This last weekend we had a visit from my cousin Suzette and her incredible husband Greg. Suz hasn’t seen my parents and siblings in over 40 years due to family politics. Bringing them all together was so very special. We looked at old photos, watch old videos of family now gone and got caught up….

I am more

Every morning I wake up with my left ankle feeling cramped and weak and I wonder if the cancer has moved to my feet. Each night Chris spreads CBD cream on my back and I silently pray that it’s soaking into my skin, through my blood cells to my bones, killing the cancer. Imagine that…waking…

Keeping Up With The Kancer…

Yes I went there, because quite honestly there are days when I feel like I’m on some poor humored reality show. Just without the make up artists, hair stylists and more money than anyone needs. Our days are probably no different than many. We wake up with too little sleep under our belts. We take…