Dark waters these last few weeks. Mortality reared its ugly head in a multitude of ways. Family and friends have been battling death and sickness. It’s been a bitch. Somewhere in that shit storm I was sitting cross legged, crying and feeling sorry for myself. After all we all are a little narcissistic and I…
Author: Vrye
Refresh
Last week I had my markers test. Of course it falls on a holiday week for us here in the US. Lots to be thankful for but closed labs and out of office doctors isn’t one of those things. My bloodwork posts on their online portal and despite knowing my markers wouldn’t be released till…
Panic Attacks and Plans
Panic attacks. I have friends who have had them and to be honest never really understood them, simply because I’ve never experienced one that I know of. Depression? Yes. Anxiety? Yes. A full fledge panic attack? No, until last night I think… Last night I was laying in bed reading and for some reason I…
Make Evan Smile
Evan is one of the kindest and bravest souls I know. He’s a lot like his father in many ways. Imaginative, stubborn and fiercely loyal. When Evan was 5 years old he asked me if I was going to die from cancer. Up to that point we talked in whispers around him. We didn’t want…
Take Three 