Fathers Day

Today I spent a number of hours watching my husband. Watching him smile as E gave him his gifts. Watching him look softly at E as E told him about the game he was playing. Watching him roll his eyes as he watched our son do something weird. Watching him snuggle our son during movie…

Communication and Collaboration

A few weeks ago I received a voice mail from my general practitioner. She stated my cholesterol was high and wanted me to go on a strict plant based diet. I looked up my numbers and yes they are high but still within normal range….for a normal person aka one without METs. My chemo increases…

Quick update

It’s been an interesting few months, but finally the sunshine has shone through. To sum a few things up, depression is a very dark mistress and she feeds off of even the smallest of things. There were many things for her to feed off of…health, work environment, toxic people, let’s throw Covid I miss faces…

Till the World Blows Up

A few months ago I blogged about my nemesis Stacy. A beautiful complex wife, mother and friend. Over the last few years we have slowly built a friendship on a history of hurting each other, forgiving each other and now loving each other. A number of weeks ago she reached out. I heard words of…