Dance on my grave…no really, dance!

Funerals. We have all thought of our own. They are almost as much fun as planning a wedding. Flowers, music, good food and a theme. Yes a theme…at least there will be at mine. Let’s be honest, funerals will attract a shit ton more people than a wedding. It’s our own morbid curiosity as well…

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I’m sorry

I’m sorry. I’m sorry that I can’t meet for lunch today. I said I was sick when to be honest I’m just too tired. I’m sorry I canceled on you again. I said something came up when in honesty I just can’t deal with any more “how are you seriously?”s. I’m sorry I haven’t visited…

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A Family Event

Since I can remember Chris and I have been a unit. We walk in step with each other. We smirk at the same time. We will even catch ourselves drinking our coffee at the same pace from across the table. A unit. A pair. Unbreakable. For our entire relationship (and countless others he had before…

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If There’s No You

I wonder what is worse. Losing someone you’ve spent almost half your life with or losing someone when you’ve just begun living. As I hugged Chris and E this weekend multiple times, that’s the thought that kept popping in my head. Will it be worse for Chris when I am gone or will he be…

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