Navigating

We are navigating. That’s what I wrote to Es teacher today. The last week or so has been rough waters. I have been pretty sick this week and shipwrecked my butt in the ER last night. Chris has been pulling double duty all week to keep our household a float. And E…well we thought he…

Take care of yourself

Listen. Take care of yourself. I get it. It’s not easy. And I’m the last one to talk obviously since I’m writing this when I should be fast asleep. But seriously it’s important. In a society of do more with less and work over family, it’s hard to make yourself a priority. As a working…

Shit happens…

Literally. I was feeling pretty damn proud of myself. Here I was having a huge gathering of family and friends after my last day of radiation. I made awesome food, house was cleaned and baskets made for the kids. Husband was prepped to be semi social and Evan was super helpful. Plus I was cool…

A Good Friday

Last day!! So many mixed emotions. You’d think one would be overly happy but in reality there were tears. Relief. Happiness. Finality. And that troublesome feeling of worry that I will see them again. Double edged sword this cancer bullshit. I arrived home to my favorite guys plus my niece and her boyfriend. They got…